Confession of a Klept-to-maniac

This following contents are not true:

It all started when i was 10.I walked into a convinience shop and saw a toy that everybody had .Yet , my father as already trying his best to make ends meet and let alone , curb my childish hunger for toys .at that time , i remember what i was thinking :I can just take it first , i;ll pay him(the shopkeeper) back when i have the money "So , i took the toy and walked out of the shop . At that time , in my veins ran a new feeling , Courage ,Defiance,Guilt and lastly Crime.I had already stained my self with crime ,that i can never wash off .
So , the guilt slowly walked away and the hapiness grew .Being able to have the latest toys made me have more friends .
A few days after , i was in School and i saw my classmate , Jimmy, playing with the newest game console that was only available in America .It shined and waved to me las if it was asaying : Ellvinn,come and play with me " That day during recess , i stole it from his bag and went to the toilet to play with it . Later on, the cteacher did a bag search and i was so scared .My heart was slowly creping out of my ribcage .I immediately put the game console into the bag next to mine , without the owner , Tim, noticing . At that time , i was relieved .
When the teacher was searching Tim's bag , he found the game console .Feeling relieved , i couldn't help but let out a giggle.He dragged Tim out and i can't help but hear sounds of unwilling cries Feeling guilty , i can't help but say sorry .
Years later , i still feel guilty , i still say sorry .
That day , i had gotten away with a crime .
Today , i try to forget what happened.
That day , i say sory .
Today , i still say sorry .
Today ,like always, i pray .
That tomorrow , i can still manage to lie to the world , with my little secret that no one knows , except you .
My name is Ellvinn , and
I am a Klept-o-maniac.